For anyone who even knows me remotely know just how much a big fan i'm of Batman and music.
Some might call it almost beyond normal and might say I need clinical help. And I'm honestly not bothered by that because someone once told me "Life mein koi ek cheez ka nasha hona chahiye" and I so believe that. That one thing that drives you crazy. The one that makes you do stupid things.
Maybe it comes from a childhood of failures and hatred or maybe just coz I was always been the sidekick. The little one among the grown ups. I've been almost drowned in water more than once, Been in a life threatening situation more than once. Never have i been this troubled. Most of the answers in my life have come out of a comic book superhero or a piece of music. I've been brought up in a family, who still points out that being a good human comes before being a successful one, and that putting in your best at anything is more then the final result, that sometimes the most deserving have to loose, that it ain't about how hard you can hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and still move on.
We're not lovers, but more than friends and If had my ways I'd put our flame to every single word you ever said.
Some might call it almost beyond normal and might say I need clinical help. And I'm honestly not bothered by that because someone once told me "Life mein koi ek cheez ka nasha hona chahiye" and I so believe that. That one thing that drives you crazy. The one that makes you do stupid things.
Maybe it comes from a childhood of failures and hatred or maybe just coz I was always been the sidekick. The little one among the grown ups. I've been almost drowned in water more than once, Been in a life threatening situation more than once. Never have i been this troubled. Most of the answers in my life have come out of a comic book superhero or a piece of music. I've been brought up in a family, who still points out that being a good human comes before being a successful one, and that putting in your best at anything is more then the final result, that sometimes the most deserving have to loose, that it ain't about how hard you can hit. It's about how hard you can get hit and still move on.
Everything I do is to redeem myself. Everything. For a guy going to school in a leather jacket to one who waits for people because no one else would. I've come a long way with a long left to cover. Gotta keep myself calm but the truth is you're gone. Sure I wish I could do things differently. And there are days when I lose and I look down because on such days I wasn't as good or as great as i rather be. I know one thing that music is the home and the remedy for all my pains. In the words of Sheldon with the right amount of research capital I could be Batman.I'm tryna make myself proud of what I am. Do everything I can and hope that I end up there with God. Looking down and they know they're were your heart and you were their armor.
I ask people a lot of questions always looking for answers for myself. but i realize that, it's not how that works. One must look for answers themselves. It's like the Bat isn't something I chose, It's my redemption.
I've done a lot of things and at one time was the baddest bad ass that most of you would ever meet. And my brother once told me chose a side, be the worst possible or the best you can don't be in the middle. Should have picked a side.
If you could see me now would you recognize me? Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me? Would you follow every line on my tear stained face, Put your hand on a heart that's was cold and make it beat again. They used to say I won't know I will until it cost me, Like I won't know real love till I've loved then I've lost it. They say bad things happen for a reason But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding.
I was once told Don't try to be Superman if you don't know how. Well I have a Kryptonite now. Does That count??
The mask I wear is not for myself but for the ones I love.
Such is Life.
You don't always win, and sometimes even after winning you feel as if you have lost.
I want to smash my fears, And get drunk in off my tears. Don't you share your smile with anyone else but me,I wanna touch your heart, wanna Make a plea and cry as I give up all
We're not lovers, but more than friends and If had my ways I'd put our flame to every single word you ever said.
In the words of a personal favorite "Someone like you and all you know and how you speak...."
Such Is Life.
