Sorry for not updating my blog in a really long long time...need to manage time better, thats what I've been told that i'm not at all good at.
I'm almost nearing the end of what people call the best time of your life, The College Life; and oddly enough the fact that its all going to end hasn't really sunk in...
I still feel that i need to figure out a lot of things and there's a lot to learn..
A lot of changes have taken place and continue to take place as I write this. I'm not the one who on his first day in college thought "Let me just survive, and hopefully do better then what i did in school"
Now I'm looking out for opportunities or even creating them and then capitalizing on them. I feel like a predator looking for its prey..A need to prove myself has always been reflected in my words, action and thoughts.
But then this is not what I wanted; I never wanted to be anybodies object of envy. I wanted to have fun (not that i haven't had any fun) and the worst part is either the people around me have changed or may be it could be me.
I feel like a machine..my life has turned monotonous..doing the same thing over and over again, there is a urge to break free.
I've done a lot of things that i regret, things i'm not proud of but then each thing has taught me something or the there and i wouldn't want to change a bit.
My Brother once told me that there is nothing like a Good or a Bad person...its always Bad or people yet to be caught. We all have our negatives, our shortcomings, our mistakes...everyone has those but God!!! i wish people could look past that and see the goodness in each other. I'm nobody to say or preach but then one must always try..thats one thing we all can do TRY.
I know this post seems not like my usual posts but then this can be called a manifestation of all that is going on inside me.
Trying, failing and then getting up and trying again.
I'm almost nearing the end of what people call the best time of your life, The College Life; and oddly enough the fact that its all going to end hasn't really sunk in...
I still feel that i need to figure out a lot of things and there's a lot to learn..
A lot of changes have taken place and continue to take place as I write this. I'm not the one who on his first day in college thought "Let me just survive, and hopefully do better then what i did in school"
Now I'm looking out for opportunities or even creating them and then capitalizing on them. I feel like a predator looking for its prey..A need to prove myself has always been reflected in my words, action and thoughts.
But then this is not what I wanted; I never wanted to be anybodies object of envy. I wanted to have fun (not that i haven't had any fun) and the worst part is either the people around me have changed or may be it could be me.
I feel like a machine..my life has turned monotonous..doing the same thing over and over again, there is a urge to break free.
I've done a lot of things that i regret, things i'm not proud of but then each thing has taught me something or the there and i wouldn't want to change a bit.
My Brother once told me that there is nothing like a Good or a Bad person...its always Bad or people yet to be caught. We all have our negatives, our shortcomings, our mistakes...everyone has those but God!!! i wish people could look past that and see the goodness in each other. I'm nobody to say or preach but then one must always try..thats one thing we all can do TRY.
I know this post seems not like my usual posts but then this can be called a manifestation of all that is going on inside me.
Trying, failing and then getting up and trying again.
And as I've always told "Never give up, Never give in"
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ReplyDeletedifferent n nic 1....
life is lik dat...every incident teach u sumthng...
sumtym people around changes us o we change for dem....most of d thng r part n parcel of life..n life goes on...